DAMMIT. I'm bored but Little Brother won't let me watch Soul Eater without him and he's too busy with his Phantasy Star Universe. ;____;

Cousin Rayray moved in with her loser boyfriend and his parents. I know they're starting their family or whatever but I personally really wish she would stay with her mother. I mean, dude, you're about to pop out a baby, and your mother's already been through that TWICE. I think you could use her expertise and moral support.

And her baby shower is next saturday~! It's probably going to be at our house, but I'm not sure if we can fit twenty+ people. XD;;

Luv, Cindri ♥

PS:  Black Star's seiyū sounds really awesome in the second Soul Eater character song. D: ♥

Hahaha it's been like two months, oops. But I have a good reason. And that reason was - LIFE. It caught up with me, dammit. It snuck up from behind like a silent and deadly ninja stalking its target and then leaping in for the kill. It was pretty insane. I can't really explain it all in one journal post - nor do I want to - so I'll just surmise with one run-on sentence;

My seventeen year old cousin is seven months pregnant, my mother's loser boyfriend moved in with us, my mother is practically broke, my father is close to losing his job, my aunt and nana are close to losing their house, I lost a lot of hours at work but then they suddenly quadrupled, my little brother started smoking pot and cigarettes, I was grounded so hard at the end of the school year thet I felt like I was a prosecuted Jew in Nazi Germany, my computer's motherboard exploded and I almost lost all my precious writing - and yeah a bunch of other shit but I don't feel like rambling too much.

And I'm actually glad for some of it because I feel like I've improved as a person. "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger". NICE.

Luv, Cindri ♥

The thing about being an older sibling who can drive, who has a younger sibling who can't... you end up feeling like a chauffeur. I drop off and pick up my brother from his rehearsals then drive him to McDonald's afterwards because he's hungry. And the sad thing is, I'm grateful for his incessant demands because I have nothing better to do today.

Also, why isn't 'grateful' spelled 'greatful'? If english is great at one thing, it's breaking its own rules.

Luv, Cindri ♥

PS: Finally caught up on all the makeup work I accumulated while being out sick so much. This is why I tough it out all the time - if I can't do homework normally, how can I hope to do homework PLUS makeup work? D:

The police have roped off our neighborhood and won't let anyone enter or exit. And unfortunately for us, we're outside. And all our stuff is inside. So I am understandably a little irritated at the moment. And it's only because they found some explosives and a girl's gone missing and you know other shinanigans of that sort. It doesn't matter. I want in to my house.

I know I've said it before, but damn. I love my neighborhood.

Luv, Cindri ♥


PS:  Lots of italics in this one. :D

EDIT:  If they don't let us in tonight, I'll actually have a legitimate excuse for not turning in my homework. Sweet! :D

EDIT2:  Well they wouldn't let us through, even though it was late and we were all tired and sticky, so... we snuck into our own house.  It's a good thing the roomate was home to help from the inside and the neighbour let us go through his backyard. XD

EDIT3:  Okay, now the neighbourhood is participating in a 24 hour lockdown, so we can't leave till tomorrow night. Looks like ototosan and I actually can't go to school, hmm... They evacuated everyone else besides our little couldesac (or however you spell that) so now we've got this really creepy isolated feeling going on here. D:

I think friend drama is smoothing out, thank the holy pickles, but it makes me sad that their relationship will never be the same. Once again, however, I managed to escape being caught up in any bullshit or plain highschool immaturity. =___=;;

Started practicing Japanese again. The program we bought is really neat, and I hope it helps cuz even if there's quite a few english-speaking people over there, I don't want to show up and expect everyone to speak english for me. That's not how it works. And I have to say, my pronounciation is much better than when I speak french, although only because japanese has so little influction and it's pretty easy to get the hang of when you watch most of your anime in it. XD

And oh shiz I has work in half an hour, I gotta go. Might update later.

Luv, Cindri ♥

So I just realized today that I have the odd habit of having conversations with inanimate objects in french. Take the lovely chat I had with the tomatoes earlier today at work for example; "Bonjour Monsieur Tomate! Comment ca va? Ca va bien? C'est bonne! Et moi? Je suis bien, merci beaucoup. Pardon? Ah, oui, il fait beau!" and so on. I'm too lazy to translate that so if you want to know exactly what I was talking about with Monsieur Tomate you'll have to put it into a translator.

On the way home from work the people in car next to us told us that both our tires on the left side were flat. And then at the air pump this man who was getting gas helped us with the air since neither Sherri or I have ever filled up a tire before. I love nice people. ♥

Luv, Cindri ♥
 

And the verdict is... OOOOH! AND THE AUTOMATIC TAKES THE TROPHY HOME!

My dad let me drive his truck home. At night. And it was my first time driving an automatic, but damn. I wish my car was an automatic. Not only are automatics easier to drive, they're also more fun. It's unfair. D:

And... yeah. I have to finish my homework. D:

Luv, Cin ♥